Should've Called

Heard today that the wedding of a friend of ours got called off. He wasn't feel'n it anymore, hasn't been for a long time even before the proposal, thought the act would change it, but it didn't. He confessed, and wanted to still go through with it but she called it off.

Heard today that a friend of mine from college died. He was in a coma for a few months, sudden, from a stroke, a stroke? Who gets a stroke at 35. It happens when you're 60, 70, 80, 90 not 35 (would've been 36 next week). The thing was I honestly haven't talked to him for a long time and suddenly for about a 2 week period recently he entered my mind, out of nowhere, I wanted to call him and check in but never did, and this was before the stroke.

Went to a studio mates art opening today and found her to be absent. I inquired and heard that her father died. Wayne wasn't around as well, I didn't ask, but was told one of his good friends dad died.

Ran into today an old acquaintance from Davis, hadn't seen her in almost a decade. Surprised she recognized me, I don't know if I would have her. It was really pleasant for some reason.

I saw today Cheol for the last time, he was our summer intern from Korea, he goes back Sunday.

I decided today that I'm going to Kev and Beccas wedding in South Carolina the day after my last day of work. $400, $500, $600 Fuck it. It's worth it.

I go to the funeral Sunday.